as i sit here and wonder with not even time on my side

with only one thought in my mind and that's to run and hide

haven't made the best choices in life let alone the right decisions

being held accountable for my actions with immense precision

i then look at the sacrifices that Ive made the minds that Ive persuade

didn't really think of the consequences of the bed i had made

so i left with a mind that wonders like roaring thunder as I've dug myself even further under

looking for that satifying moment in ones life where they suffer no more from the pain of such hunger

ever took the time to look deep down into ones self with no one to help

then you realize its like that cause theres no one else left....